Disturbing. Sick. Sad.

There's not enough words to describe this crime. Yes, after been a while posting an entry, i feel like wanting to write this one.

Today, while i sight seeing one of threads at the baka-updates forum, i found someone telling about this story, originally that person said about a true story based manga, and then i clicked the link provided by that person which bring me to a wikipedia's article. And this this what it shows:


WARNING. THIS ARTICLE IS VERY DISTURBING. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

This manga is really terrific. I mean it. I just read the ending yesterday. For me the ending is really beautiful yet at the same time it is really sad because this long series finally ended. Haha, it is not really just ended yesterday but for me who just got to read the end have to say this. I got to say the author really have her way to end her long running series this way. It was really not a waste for her to told all of the stories regarding each characters one by one and with detailed way so we're not left with any mysteries anymore and grow to love the characters.

I really love the way when the author make her characters to grow up along with us the reader because we can feel they are alive. The main characters got to know each other, falling in love, getting in conflicts and then find a way to resolved their own problem. To me this series is not just a shoujo based story, it also tell us about life too. Really, i can't express my feeling for this manga this much here. The way the author present the ending, such as bittersweet memories the main character feel when they are about to leave their high school life seems so real to me, which i guess because the author herself have experienced the same kind of feeling too.

It is really sad to leave your school life because back then we have shared many memories with our friends. And when we got to be in the adult world, it's our turn to give our best to the next generation so that they will be a wonderful individual in the future.

After watching ten episodes of Trinity Blood, i decided to drop this series from my watching list. Why, you ask? First, the series didn't go to nowhere of it's story. The mysteries of this story seems boring to me, and i can't afford to waste my time to download and watching this series. Second, i heard from somewhere that the ending is a self-made from the anime production because the original story is stopped midway by the death of it's original author, so they made the ending on their own way, which i heard is disappointing to some fans, and i myself hate the kind of self-making ending. Of course, that included Fullmetal Alchemist. Though, the ending is not half bad. I like to stick to the originality. Be it bad or good.

That to be said, my anime watching list now are Romeo x Juliet, Darker Than Black, Kamichama karin and... oh, well, i'll add them someday. Right now i just patiently wait for Code Geass episodes 24 and 25, which i heard will be aired on 22 of June. Still got a long way, it seems.

Put aside the anime, right now i really am addicted to manga. It seems i can't get enough to be satisfied with how much i read hundred titles of manga now. Even sometimes, i'll download back old manga which i have deleted back then to save the computer's space, and read all of them back. The only few manga i haven't deleted are my most favourite manga, such as Please Save My Earth.

Today is Sunday, so, there's not much i have done this whole day. I even got to wake up at 1 p.m, LOL.

Hello. This day, nothing special happened to me. Speaking of anime, I have watched episode 2 - 4 of Trinity Blood today. My comment is, i'm starting to get bored of the story. It is mainly because i still have not see this story main goal or what we could say, the direction of this story. The pacing for every episodes is kind of same. Abel will get to transform to his crusnik form at the near end of those episodes to save the day. And in the same way.

Okay, maybe i'm expecting too much from this series, seeing that i have already watched some other awesome anime other than Trinity Blood, such as Code Geass. Speaking of which, i still have not download the episode 19 - 23 of code geass. I mean the subbed one because all this time i only read the summary from certain blogs to keep up to the story faster.

I think i am really starving for new and awesome animes lately since i don't do anything else in my house except playing with this laptop. A new raw anime i just download today is Romeo x Juliet episode 1. By the way, don't expect the story to be the same as William Shakespear's one. The anime contain a fighting scene by the main character herself, Juliet. Not only that, the background story for this series have been changed too, for example, Romeo is a son of the main villain of this story, the dictator while Juliet's parents were murdered by that man. And there is a flying horse too which i won't call it a unicorn because it don't have a horn =p. Maybe the only thing they follow the original story is the name of Romeo and Juliet. And their 'falling in love at the first time of seeing each other'.

As of tomorrow, i may download a new anime too called Darker Than Black. It seems like a very cool and awesome anime since the maker of this story is studio BONES, which also made Eureka Seven, one of my most favorite anime. I can expect the quality of this anime is good. And i don't want to miss seeing the lonesome yet cool and handsome main character :D.

Well... this entry is for my blabbing out some stuff happening to me this day.

I'm Bored.

Here I am in this very house alone. Now that i think about it, I am really glad my mom bought this boardband internet for us. Fufu,  and I get to play this without even care for the bills that have waiting for my beloved parents in both electricity's bill and internet bill :D

Just today i woke up at 10. Wow. At least it is not a new record. The same stuff happening to me, doing house chores, watching Animax, breakfast, and some other stuff. Now that I think about it, I still haven't watch the episode 2 of Trinity Blood -_-. I sincerely hope to own a personal laptop for myself one day. Yes, the one i am using right now is not mine. So there's no privacy at all. I am not brave enough to place some private stuff inside this laptop. No, not the perverts stuff or something like that, it's just some manga and anime that I would prefer if my family don't disturb them. Fuh.

Anyway, Internet is really convincing. I got to download any anime or manga that have been licenses or something that i can't purchases them with my own money. Just look at my onee-san, i wonder just how many romance novels that she just have read by now. Maybe it have reached one thousand if i include some fanfictions she have read.

Anyway that's all for my first random musing this day. I hope to make more of it. Why? To annoy someone who read this entry and just for fun ^^.

A little info about this manga:

Two years ago the brilliant detective Narumi Kiyotaka disappeared, leaving behind his wife and younger brother with only a mysterious message about the "Blade Children". After being falsely accused of murder, Kiyotaka's younger brother, Ayumu, finds himself drawn into investigating the cursed Blade Children and their connection with Kiyotaka.

( taken from baka-updates, more info here )

Firstly, after reading the description given as above, i think this manga is just really normal manga and decided not to download it. Well, i am bored, so i just download it with a little curiosity about the story.
Then, when i read it, the first thing that cross my mind was the art is drew by a woman. But no, they aren't at all. The author and the artist isn't the same person. And both of them are men. Really, i thought the artist is a woman because the art is cute and very shoujo-ish style.

You can say that the main character is a cool, bishounen and very intelligent boy. Well, this is a detective manga after all. It's just that the cases aren't as difficult as Detective Conan. But the cases isn't the main point here, the main point of this story is a group of children called " Blade Children ". All of the cases involved related to those children, and Ayumu is the center of all this children because they want something from him. Not to mention his missing brother is the main key point for all the incidents.

Overall, i like this manga. The mystery just getting deeper and deeper as the story progress itself. I won't spoil the story any deeper than this. I really recommend you to read this manga. It got good comedies too. Until now, i just read the scanlated manga up to volume 6. But the english scanlation still not finished because there's still nine volume left till the end of this story. Since the manga ends in volume 15 and being the spoiler lover i am, i searched for the story in some site to learn the whole story. Really, this story is really good even in the end. I'll just have to wait patiently for the english scanlation to catch up the manga.

The conclusion is: Please try this manga. It is good for your health and there's murder scenes too. And maybe next time, i'll just blurt out all the spoilers!

Okay, just today, i have download the Trinity Blood anime out of boredom and because i have seen an AMV of this anime in Youtube yesterday. The first impression i got from the AMV is that, this anime have good animation quality , pretty arts and an interesting story. After that, i downloaded the first episode. Before continuing, i want to say that this anime had been aired in my local television for some time. The reason i don't take interest in this series in the first place is because the local dubbing is suck :p. I don't think i can bear with the dubbing voices that i have heard for hundred times in the other series ( seriously, there's not many seiyuu in my country, and the seiyuu are always the same person regardless of the character role they're taking. Even i can guess which role they have taken in the other anime. ).

Back to the topic, after watching the first episode, i can say that i am not really awed with the anime that much. to me they've just minor suprise since i have already read the entire spoilers somewhere before watching the first episode. Silly me -_-. Okay, but before reading the spoilers or watching this anime, i really thought this anime is just some vampire anime genre with total bishounen as the main stars and from the look of the main character, he's just a plain old man which i don't have total interest in.
Okay, now i'm wrong, but not totally wrong.

The wrong part is that the main character is a totally awesome character and got a devillish appearance after he transform to his crusnik form. wow. from a kind hearted looking guy he become a vampire-blood-sucker being. Now this is what i always want in story plots, be it anime, manga, or games. For me that is an important part to keep watching/reading/playing a certain series.

But i am not wrong with the bishounen part. LOL. I have to say all the character were designed with totally bishounen and bishoujo style! Wow, my eyes got shining watching the characters faces all the time. Really. Right now, i'm downloading the next episode and will do to the next episodes and so on. The only thing that keep annoying me is that my download speed is slowing down lately, so that i have to wait longer than before to watch the next episode. uh...

welcome~ woah, this is my first time posting a journal online...! i'm still a newbie so there's a lot of things i have to learn! i'm really bad in writing and don't have much confident in this area. so, i hope that by the experiences i'll get from writing in my journal, i'll improve my writing skill! ^^
just wait...!!

oh, by the way, this is just a first entry, so, i only want to say hi and welcome. expect some long post in the next entry...!!!